well everybody is in mood of singing songs these days with my wings corridors echoing days and nights so i decided to dedicate some songs for some people..
Roger Federer -- " I Just look at u n u are just about my everything ye ye ye"
Ratnesh @ Rat-- " jaanu meri jaan mai tere kurbaan tu meri mai tera jaane saara hindustaan :) "
Harshal -- " Jab tak suraj chand rahega Federer tera naam rahega.. ( Get the taste of ur own medicine)"
Ankit Bapna -- "Sexy,naughty, Bitchy :P :P "
Tushar Wadhva-- " Any song of DELHITES will do u all know why... :satan: "
Mundra -- " from the first time i lay my eyes on u girls my heart said fall thru and the feeling just fine...I Dont wanna wait in vain for love "
Shekhar -- " kab tak jawani chupaogi raani kawaron ko kab tak sataogi raani mujhse shaadi karogi ( sings for every pretty girl he passes by) "
Ishan Bishnoi -- " i've finally found my way in this lost highway.. ( Iamgine cup success) "
Vivek bahuguna @ Baapu bhaiya -- " if i can be like that will give anything just to live one day here in your shoes "
Maddy bhaiya -- " thoda daaru wich pyaar mila do fir meri chaal dekhna"
Shruti Singhania--" u seem to find the dark wen everything is bright, u look for all thats wrong instead of all thats right , u never say a word unless its to complain ( hoobastank)"..
Samata shettigar-- " ne nursery rhyme will do but my fav. one.. Chubby cheeks, dimple chin eyes are blue...... "
Anuraag ( baalak) -- "chota bacha jaan ke humse na takrana rey"
Shilpa Dalmiya-- " U flying without wings( on animation endeavor) "...
Appy -- " (no song just an add )-- King...... the multi tasking king "...
well i i don't mind adding a song too " tune abhi dekha nahi, dekha hai to jaana nahi, duniya diwani mere piche bhage , kisi se bhi haare nahi hum... jo sochen jo chahen wo karke dikha de hum woh hai jo do aur do paanch bana de"
And now a one for me... " here i am lost in the light of the moon that comes thru my window "...
Hope u all like ur respective songs... its Rj Ajeet Signing off... Chao... :)..
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Saturday, July 28, 2007
The Home Coming 2007....
Huffed ,puffed and bugged by the hectic semester i finally reached home on early morning of 6'th may.i could easily see the signs of late night party coz it was my father's b'day and felt little bit jealous that when i was battling with endsem papers my family was partying.
well first few days u are pitted against changed situations living life at slow pace sleeping late till 7am(that is considered pretty late at home) not doing any work until reminded 3-4 times and still i left somethings undone.
well at that time the news about India's World cup misadventure was still floating with news channels coming with different theory each passing day as if we were really interested in that well they also don't had any other option as indian media is seriously running out of news these days and this can be easily be noticed in the falling level of news they give each passing day...
Some important events were seen at that time the Presidential elections in France and Assembly elections in UP and i saw a wide contrast in their pre election procedures while Miss Mayawati was still banking on caste biases( what a cheezy thing) Nicholus Sarcozy ( French President) had plans about global warming and some taxation rules while he could have banked on caste wars of france ( minority muslims and genral french public) if he wanted to and i imagined how Mayawati would look giving such speeches about global warming and felt the wide gap in two different civilizations.
Well one thing that we were expected to do was our industrial interns and the forst ques my supervisor fired on me was " what do you want to learn???" now how do u answer such a wide ranged ques... but i somehow managed to convince him abt what i wanted to learn and so my industrial began and within 3 days he came to know abt my moody nature and was really having hard time with me and don't know how but i always managed to escape hard situations :lucky: .
I got plenty of time to chase my passion tennis with Hamburg masters, rome masters and two grand slams lined up for summers it was a great feast for givememore type tennis fans.With king Federer taking two of these against kid Nadal with hamburg masters bagle (6-0 in 3'rd set) and equaled John Bjornborg's 5 consec Wimbledon titles and i wonder who is there to challenge the emperor (nobody) well i also followed a little bit formula one with 3 gp's and washout race of european Gp.Read bioraphy of John Macenroe and story of how the great central bank robbery of brazil was planned wand was even financed like it was a business.
Well looking back nothing much changed in the world like federer still rules the courts, pakistan still is puppy of Bush and G8 conference still ignores issues like pollution and global warming with one banners outside the conference reading " They have money for research on ribbed condoms but not for Global warming" this banner became the statement of G8 conference this year. well nothing more but i'll remember this vacation my misadventure of tying to sense of fun in hindi music ( i failed miserably :( ) and some more mischances that can't be mentioned here :P . Missed my buddies a lot at home so now bak at college its the time to start afresh again.... :)
Saturday, June 16, 2007
COMING SECOND
Everybody says he lost
what was a battle of nose
he takes it as a part of game
but then why mongerers make it a question on his name
he did lost for a change
for winning has been his habit
many say that u conqured a mountain mountain though
but how is it going to please the one who is destined for skies .
life is never so harsh on anybody
and there is always a next chance for everybody.
for how are u going to relish the yellow gold
untill u dont know how wrenching can a silver be...
what was a battle of nose
he takes it as a part of game
but then why mongerers make it a question on his name
he did lost for a change
for winning has been his habit
many say that u conqured a mountain mountain though
but how is it going to please the one who is destined for skies .
life is never so harsh on anybody
and there is always a next chance for everybody.
for how are u going to relish the yellow gold
untill u dont know how wrenching can a silver be...
Friday, May 4, 2007
Good Bye Semester 4!!!
The person called Semester 4 has finally left us awestruck and confounded.The person arrived in our lives on 8'th jan 2007 and was seemingly very alluring but my illusions and presumptions abt him were over pretty much sooner than later.You have given me most sleepless nights in my stay in this college till now and sometimes i feel all were worth for nothing.
Your courses were always very tough to crack and sometimes even a mammoth attempt to understand smallest of your enigmas went down the drain limbo,and if we did get over some of the doubts that kept haunted us during whole semester were nothing less than a adventurous attempt getting right.You took a lot from me i lost some of my most important animated belongings to u ,things that mattered to me most, u left me in shatters many times .The dreaded fools day and the second midsems were mere starting of ur already ugly face getting scary and finally when ur vicious tail wagged we lost it all.. Those 4 horrifying papers we have been through this week will not let us sleep for rest of the days before the results are out though all our hopes are gone already.You were most wicked of ur three friends already gone by and yea how can i forget federer lost three times in these 4 months :( :(.
Well.. every Dark cloud has a silver lining and so u weren't and exception and u gave me some of the happiest moments be it synapse and those continuing late night gibbers, the B'days of Ankit and Harshal when my anger towards u was somewhat reduced when i kicked them though i get return kicks for being Ankit's cursed roomie and wing mate and so its customary to get kicked with them for being born in general and thats all abt the good things i remember abt u .
As i see u leaving i don't have any grudges against u because i don't think u could have done any better. You leave me some of my happiest memories that will make me smile when ever i think about them and some somber events that will make me gloomy whenever i'll think about them no matter how much happy i am before getting hit by those memories,but i will never be able to forgive for what u took from me.
As i take a leave from this a person is knocking on my door and he calls himself Semester 5 and wants me to let him in but i have turned him down candidly saying " Look Mr. whoever u are.. i am already very tired and so in no mood talking to u before august so plss don't pester me now let me collect some of my happy memories ur younger bro gave me for rest of the time and moreover i have to deal with ur cousin Summer Internship, so its better u leave and so he has left till august.As i close onto this to i am murmuring an apt song for this situation.
'm coming back to my senses
Thinking about all the time gone by
Knee-deep inside the void
Since a sure thing was compromised baby
Times two
My lips may be smiling
But I'm lost in the middle of
God knows where
Don't know where I belong
And I don't like the view from here
Gonna pack my bags and favorite boots
Speed right past you
Outta here
When my mind is numb playing tricks on me
And the world is crashing
I think about it
When it's said and done
Plan the great escape
Want to see the ocean
I think about it
I think I will
The more I seem to learn
The lesser I am free
I've been stuck here in mediocrity
If I say I'm fine I'm lying
‘Cause I'm lost in the middle of
God knows where
So long to yesterday
And this old skin I hate to wear
Those days of innocence
Speed right past me outta here
When my mind is numb playing tricks on me
And the world is crashing
I think about it
When it's said and done
Plan the great escape
Want to see the ocean
I think about it
I think I will
When all the angels surrounding
Step back, I'm slipping into the cracks
Though it's not clear where I'm going
I'm sure this time I'm not coming back
When my mind is numb playing tricks on me
And the world is crashing
I think about it
When it's said and done
Plan the great escape
Want to see the ocean
I think about it
I think I will
Your courses were always very tough to crack and sometimes even a mammoth attempt to understand smallest of your enigmas went down the drain limbo,and if we did get over some of the doubts that kept haunted us during whole semester were nothing less than a adventurous attempt getting right.You took a lot from me i lost some of my most important animated belongings to u ,things that mattered to me most, u left me in shatters many times .The dreaded fools day and the second midsems were mere starting of ur already ugly face getting scary and finally when ur vicious tail wagged we lost it all.. Those 4 horrifying papers we have been through this week will not let us sleep for rest of the days before the results are out though all our hopes are gone already.You were most wicked of ur three friends already gone by and yea how can i forget federer lost three times in these 4 months :( :(.
Well.. every Dark cloud has a silver lining and so u weren't and exception and u gave me some of the happiest moments be it synapse and those continuing late night gibbers, the B'days of Ankit and Harshal when my anger towards u was somewhat reduced when i kicked them though i get return kicks for being Ankit's cursed roomie and wing mate and so its customary to get kicked with them for being born in general and thats all abt the good things i remember abt u .
As i see u leaving i don't have any grudges against u because i don't think u could have done any better. You leave me some of my happiest memories that will make me smile when ever i think about them and some somber events that will make me gloomy whenever i'll think about them no matter how much happy i am before getting hit by those memories,but i will never be able to forgive for what u took from me.
As i take a leave from this a person is knocking on my door and he calls himself Semester 5 and wants me to let him in but i have turned him down candidly saying " Look Mr. whoever u are.. i am already very tired and so in no mood talking to u before august so plss don't pester me now let me collect some of my happy memories ur younger bro gave me for rest of the time and moreover i have to deal with ur cousin Summer Internship, so its better u leave and so he has left till august.As i close onto this to i am murmuring an apt song for this situation.
'm coming back to my senses
Thinking about all the time gone by
Knee-deep inside the void
Since a sure thing was compromised baby
Times two
My lips may be smiling
But I'm lost in the middle of
God knows where
Don't know where I belong
And I don't like the view from here
Gonna pack my bags and favorite boots
Speed right past you
Outta here
When my mind is numb playing tricks on me
And the world is crashing
I think about it
When it's said and done
Plan the great escape
Want to see the ocean
I think about it
I think I will
The more I seem to learn
The lesser I am free
I've been stuck here in mediocrity
If I say I'm fine I'm lying
‘Cause I'm lost in the middle of
God knows where
So long to yesterday
And this old skin I hate to wear
Those days of innocence
Speed right past me outta here
When my mind is numb playing tricks on me
And the world is crashing
I think about it
When it's said and done
Plan the great escape
Want to see the ocean
I think about it
I think I will
When all the angels surrounding
Step back, I'm slipping into the cracks
Though it's not clear where I'm going
I'm sure this time I'm not coming back
When my mind is numb playing tricks on me
And the world is crashing
I think about it
When it's said and done
Plan the great escape
Want to see the ocean
I think about it
I think I will
So.... Mr Semester no 4 chao.... hope u leave us with good exam results... Best of luck to all my class mates... :) :) :)
Saturday, April 14, 2007
A passing thought...and mistakes made...
Why do we make mistakes????? ever thought about this??? well i know u won't run searching for answers and any layman's answer will be " i din't know it would be wrong and so made it" and will get away with that, but i am sure if u give it a second thought u will realize this explanation works only for mistakes when u undertake some task for the first time and then there are some mistakes u make even though u are given constant negative vibes and when finally it goes wrong u say " aaaah i should have done the other way " and the correct remark for such people is " Everybody is a genius in hindsight "and then comes the big
daddy of them all ie the mistakes we make knowingly and did u ever wondered y u do such things and i am sure this will take a lot of thought to give any satisfactory answer.
You make such mistakes because u just have to make such mistakes and there is no other way out but to commit these mistakes and wait to see the scale of disaster u created and its not that these mistakes always do bad they can result into a blessing and gift u something that always desire for be it whatever but trust me there is more to all this than just the result its the whole process that starts when u decide to go wrong and till the result that comes it can only be compared to mental trauma the highs and lows u face can take its toll on u but the thing that
keeps u going is ur wishful thinking that there is a happy ending after all this mess and the one suspicion that what may happen
"will it work??? may be it will.... what if all this misfires ????" does not let u to think anything else but towards making the just one mistake that u crave for and so after all the prayers u commit that mistake. lets face it u all must have come across this dilemma and i am sure u all
must have had no way out other than making those mistakes and i am sure for most of u it must have worked also. I too committed such mistakes and the result has more been a disaster.
well this thought in itself is also a mistake but i don't think this will cost me much :) but trust me think a lot before u decide to go on these paths these mistakes put all ur belongings (animated or unanimated ) to a tough test and u should be prepared to either loose everything u have or pray to gain the things u only dreamt of :).
daddy of them all ie the mistakes we make knowingly and did u ever wondered y u do such things and i am sure this will take a lot of thought to give any satisfactory answer.
You make such mistakes because u just have to make such mistakes and there is no other way out but to commit these mistakes and wait to see the scale of disaster u created and its not that these mistakes always do bad they can result into a blessing and gift u something that always desire for be it whatever but trust me there is more to all this than just the result its the whole process that starts when u decide to go wrong and till the result that comes it can only be compared to mental trauma the highs and lows u face can take its toll on u but the thing that
keeps u going is ur wishful thinking that there is a happy ending after all this mess and the one suspicion that what may happen
"will it work??? may be it will.... what if all this misfires ????" does not let u to think anything else but towards making the just one mistake that u crave for and so after all the prayers u commit that mistake. lets face it u all must have come across this dilemma and i am sure u all
must have had no way out other than making those mistakes and i am sure for most of u it must have worked also. I too committed such mistakes and the result has more been a disaster.
well this thought in itself is also a mistake but i don't think this will cost me much :) but trust me think a lot before u decide to go on these paths these mistakes put all ur belongings (animated or unanimated ) to a tough test and u should be prepared to either loose everything u have or pray to gain the things u only dreamt of :).
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Happy Fools Day !!!!!!
Now what to say i did the thing i never wanted to do i wonder that was it my prelude to fools day or was it for real but for the first time i spoke rudely to the person on whom i never wanted to get angry, but what to say i have my own ways of turning the mouth of all accusations on me, it wouldn't have taken much out of me just to speak nicely that time but i got carried away in anger so much that i couldn't even control the words coming out of my trap and so the thing that i never wanted to happen, happened, not that the person for whom those words meant really cared abt them the person to suffer at the end was only me don't know why and don't want to figure it out either.
What ever may be the reason may be it was the midsems, our old enemy of fun which springs up every month to take its toll on our fun and leaves crying gloomy faces behind, but it hardly seems to be the reason because we all get screwed up equally by xams and the best thing to do at that time is to tying being happy and dumping the tension because worrying is like a rocking chair,it gives u something to do, but gets u to nowhere, and some time with friends can really save u from long distressing hours and put u on right track, because friendship is not all about only merriment but for strong rebukes when friends go astray , and thats exactly what i tried to do which inevitably went wrong as all my past deeds went limbo.
Oh i got little weired what i am talking abt???? its fools day its my day.. so common all the fools its our day lets rock it :D:D:D HAPPY FOOLS DAY TO ALL THE FOOLS AROUND :) :) :) :)
What ever may be the reason may be it was the midsems, our old enemy of fun which springs up every month to take its toll on our fun and leaves crying gloomy faces behind, but it hardly seems to be the reason because we all get screwed up equally by xams and the best thing to do at that time is to tying being happy and dumping the tension because worrying is like a rocking chair,it gives u something to do, but gets u to nowhere, and some time with friends can really save u from long distressing hours and put u on right track, because friendship is not all about only merriment but for strong rebukes when friends go astray , and thats exactly what i tried to do which inevitably went wrong as all my past deeds went limbo.
Oh i got little weired what i am talking abt???? its fools day its my day.. so common all the fools its our day lets rock it :D:D:D HAPPY FOOLS DAY TO ALL THE FOOLS AROUND :) :) :) :)
I See Her!!!!
i see her
walking alone, looking lost
chasing dreams in the gleams
with a burning desire to succeed
all she does is lamenting and repenting
for the causes bygone long ago.
i saw her
with a gentle smile on her face
it waned weaker day by day atrophied
into a insignificant curve from a cheery amiability
all i want is a genuine smile, i crave for no more
no fraudulent words, fallacious mirths no no.
Saying her inpregnable and dour will be trite
it takes a lot out of her to be just right
gives up too easily,spurns all what is supposed to be right
steadfast in her aims, capricious she is.
smug and moonstruck all her prerogatives .
As she continues walking forth in pursuit of meaning
all i want is never see her wilting
as i see her chasing dreams
all i pray is to watch her succeed
believing that grass is greener on the other side
i see her disappearing from reach of my eye sight.
To say her goodbye is something i can't do
cannot help it, don't know what to do
hoping she gets the best wherever she flies
a pearl of tear rolls down, as i see her disappearing in the skies.
walking alone, looking lost
chasing dreams in the gleams
with a burning desire to succeed
all she does is lamenting and repenting
for the causes bygone long ago.
i saw her
with a gentle smile on her face
it waned weaker day by day atrophied
into a insignificant curve from a cheery amiability
all i want is a genuine smile, i crave for no more
no fraudulent words, fallacious mirths no no.
Saying her inpregnable and dour will be trite
it takes a lot out of her to be just right
gives up too easily,spurns all what is supposed to be right
steadfast in her aims, capricious she is.
smug and moonstruck all her prerogatives .
As she continues walking forth in pursuit of meaning
all i want is never see her wilting
as i see her chasing dreams
all i pray is to watch her succeed
believing that grass is greener on the other side
i see her disappearing from reach of my eye sight.
To say her goodbye is something i can't do
cannot help it, don't know what to do
hoping she gets the best wherever she flies
a pearl of tear rolls down, as i see her disappearing in the skies.
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