Happy Fools Day !!!!!!

Now what to say i did the thing i never wanted to do i wonder that was it my prelude to fools day or was it for real but for the first time i spoke rudely to the person on whom i never wanted to get angry, but what to say i have my own ways of turning the mouth of all accusations on me, it wouldn't have taken much out of me just to speak nicely that time but i got carried away in anger so much that i couldn't even control the words coming out of my trap and so the thing that i never wanted to happen, happened, not that the person for whom those words meant really cared abt them the person to suffer at the end was only me don't know why and don't want to figure it out either.

What ever may be the reason may be it was the midsems, our old enemy of fun which springs up every month to take its toll on our fun and leaves crying gloomy faces behind, but it hardly seems to be the reason because we all get screwed up equally by xams and the best thing to do at that time is to tying being happy and dumping the tension because worrying is like a rocking chair,it gives u something to do, but gets u to nowhere, and some time with friends can really save u from long distressing hours and put u on right track, because friendship is not all about only merriment but for strong rebukes when friends go astray , and thats exactly what i tried to do which inevitably went wrong as all my past deeds went limbo.

Oh i got little weired what i am talking abt???? its fools day its my day.. so common all the fools its our day lets rock it :D:D:D HAPPY FOOLS DAY TO ALL THE FOOLS AROUND :) :) :) :)

I See Her!!!!

i see her
walking alone, looking lost
chasing dreams in the gleams
with a burning desire to succeed
all she does is lamenting and repenting
for the causes bygone long ago.

i saw her
with a gentle smile on her face
it waned weaker day by day atrophied
into a insignificant curve from a cheery amiability
all i want is a genuine smile, i crave for no more
no fraudulent words, fallacious mirths no no.

Saying her inpregnable and dour will be trite
it takes a lot out of her to be just right
gives up too easily,spurns all what is supposed to be right
steadfast in her aims, capricious she is.
smug and moonstruck all her prerogatives .

As she continues walking forth in pursuit of meaning
all i want is never see her wilting
as i see her chasing dreams
all i pray is to watch her succeed
believing that grass is greener on the other side
i see her disappearing from reach of my eye sight.

To say her goodbye is something i can't do
cannot help it, don't know what to do
hoping she gets the best wherever she flies
a pearl of tear rolls down, as i see her disappearing in the skies.