The Search!!!!

People change as do seasons and life moves on around our loved ones ,but many a times we are in a run against our principles and ever mounting expectations from us.The fear of being judged just by our achievements alone haunts us like nightmare.

It always hurts when ur loved one says " you have changed..... my friend" and breaks off,leaving you chagrined and you are left all alone doing nothing but complaining " was i wrong???".Why do the reasons behind our change go unheard most of the times ???,If we change ourselves is that going to change those very people's attitude who wanted us to change and were all the reason behind our change.

So here is our drama team presenting a play " The Confession" in search of some of these answers".

Please don't blame me for putting too much schmaltz views,I wrote it during my CNS lab,Its how i feel during the most dreaded three hours of my week.

The usual daiict hooting followed after this,sad part we dint win, but my team really rocked it all were awesome who really worked very hard courtesy my director Apurva, and thanxx all in my team mates who must be feeling their ears choked because of my endless shouting.You all did me proud in my first directorial and writing venture.... :)

Break ups :( :( !!!!!!

Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
It's been several months and counting
You've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can't move on

Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It's funny
I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late

Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now,
The lover after me

And time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn't be holding on
But I'm still holding on for you

Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name coz I can't move on..

Dreamer....

As i am not blessed with a good sound sleep most of the times so i do what everybody does ie lost in oneirism thinking about what things i would love if they come across me and then we just get lost in the feeling if we happen to get what we dream of.Fighting a tough war against reality and just a wildest fantasies here i want to list some of my dreams.

* To pursue all my wing mates and some other friends to SAC so they at least get a feel of sports,but some people are just too much afraid of getting minor injuries cohhmonnnnnnn get a life.

* I want myself to play at least 6 hours at SAC without stopping which i think a too towering job.

* To act and direct a blockbuster drama but its too difficult coz i seem to run out of patience too soon when it comes to directing.

* To grow little bit more in height.

* To beat Ankit and Shekhar when it comes to sleeping(these guys can sleep for 12 hrs without any problem and i get bored in my wing wen everybody is sleeping)

* To go deep see diving near Coral reef near Australia.

* To Convey what i want to say in just one go without having to repeat i really hate it.

* I want to tour these four cities at least once in a life.Paris,Sydney,New York and London.

*To hear my father say " I am proud of you" but i haven't done any thing till now that makes him feel like that :( :(, really want it.

* To never be misunderstood coz i speak and do many things just out of my mind without any serious intentions.

* To watch Federer win all the four Grand Slams in a single year sitting right there in the front row in stands.

Forget all these dreams i'll be more than contented for rest of my life if i realize the last four dreams... :)..

I Got The Answer Yuhooooooooo :)!!!!

So He did it again what he is best at ie is coming to a slam, making it quite difficult for other people to play against him and as usual lifting the coveted trophy over and over again and the other players raise their hands in despair towards crowd saying " ohhhh god what more do i need to do to snatch even a set from this man ( forget abt the match albeit, the opponents he faced in his straight sets rout from quarter finals to the finals were caught saying this most of the times), So here is the answer i mean i have been following his game since last 6-7 years and now i hope i got some tricks that will really work if someone is to win over the ever towering
game of fed. So i hope this article will be among the most hit articles as i am going to unveil some dark kept secrets and i hope all the other tennis stars read this article. So here are some tricks.

1) In a set he is allowed to serve only once rest all service games go to the opponent.

2) He is not allowed to serve out aces ( what he does at will) and if he does he is penalised 15 points in that game.

3) He can have maximum of 3 net approaches during a set if he has more he should be penalized by awarding a game to opponent (Andrew Roddick should feel better now.)

4) He is not allowed to hit even a single cross court backhand winner (something only which he can do so its an unfair advantage :D).

5)The opponent should get 30 bonus points in start of each game to balance out a little on enormous talent(Nadal on cloud 9 now. :D)

6) Out of minimum 5 service games ( chek rule no.1) that opponent serves in one of those games federer is not allowed to enter even the court ie the opponent serves virtually to nobody ( Novak Djikovich says hurrraaahhhhhhhh).

7) In a service game of fed. the opponent is allowed choose anyone of the next best player to play along side him ie it will be a 2 on 1 game.

8) Fed. has to strictly play from baseline and also is not allowed to hit dead drop shots...

well i hope now is all these rules are followed there exists a rare outside chance ( still rare though) to win over the invincible federer, till these steps are not brought into immediate effect there will be no escape from the most familiar sight in tennis ie federer waving his hands with a glistering trophy in his hands over and over again.If u still feel that u can win a game against the king a i got a sound advice to all the top seeds out there .. just get a sleep man... may be god will gift u a dream that u played fed. and defeated him... but then i don't think thats going to happen because the church outside wimbledon (AETCC) stadium reads " Gods Love Federer" so extremely sorry all the players.. u just bounced on a wrong opponent..

Here are the few things the other players had to say about federer.(and u all say that only i am in a habit of raving it up...)

" He hits a a140 mph return,hits the back of the line, you know,whatever"--Andrew Roddick

"I have a loads of respect for him as a person as well.I've told him,I would love to hate you but are too nice"--Andrew Roddick

"Everything,The way he hits the ball and the way he moves it's special.Everybody plays good tennis but compared to federer a lot is missing"-- Filiciano Lopez

"Its amazing to see how he successfully he deals with that pressure .He performs some incredible tennis"--Novak Djokovich.

"Its Unfortunate that i am playing in Federer era"-- Rafael Nadal

"Everything feels good until you run into Roger..."--James Blake.

"He does a lots of things like me , many things a lot better than me an some things which even i can't do"-- Andre Agassi.

So all the players out there just keep praying federer doesn't romp over you, but then churches still read " Gods Love Federer"...... :)

Somethng to cheer :)..

Sometimes we just can't get some crestfallen thoughts out of our minds just because we unassumingly get skeptical about ourselves, lost somewhere and feel totally out of place and ask ourselves " what i am doing at this place??" .. or something like " cohhhmonnnnnnn i don't deserve to be here" and thus rebuke ourselves and so the thought process becomes perfidious. (well this are all symptoms that i am just finished with my midsems and screwed them badly)For all those who feel the same i got just the right thing to get going again ( not that i am magnanimous but just unable to think anything else productive other than sleeping) so here it is hope u feel on top of ur spirits again..

Maybe we're different, but we're still the same
We all got the blood of Eden, running through our veins
I know sometimes it's hard for you to see
You come between just who you are and who you wanna be

If you feel alone, and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning, is some beginning's end


Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you gotta believe
That right here right now, you're exactly where you're supposed to be
Welcome, to wherever you are

When everybody's in, and you're left out
And you feel your drowning, in a shadow of a doubt
Everyones a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say

When it seems you're lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody's different
Just take a look around



Be who you want to, be who you are
Everyones a hero, everyones a star

When you wanna give up, and your hearts about to break
Remember that you're perfect, God makes no mistakes.
-- song by Bon jovi

so get up and get going( now don't run to RC straightaway plsss).. pull ur socks,play the game may be victory is just few blocks away :) ...